January 2012
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I fucking hate repeating myself.
Quitting that shit, now.
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Blood-related or not, I’m all about keeping up my relations with people that matter in my life. It’s a two-way street when this subject is touched on, and I refuse to be the only one putting in all of the effort and receive nothing in return.
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December 2011
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jae-la-soul:
When efforts go unappreciated. When you feel worthless. When you attempt to reassure shit. When you’re being so good, yet you feel like you’re the worst person in the world.
That’s a pretty shitty feeling.
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My emotions and car’s gas tank are not to be tampered with.
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I have my fair share of guy friends, and I don’t consider myself a tomboy. What the hell are we, ten years old? Grow up.
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November 2011
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From now on, I will not drive Brandon to his Mom’s house if he needs to be there or if his Mom just wants him at home for her sake. I feel really unappreciated and that Brandon’s Mom is somewhat… fake. I will admit that she has done a whole lot for me. Free haircuts, letting me have dinner on weeknights… she pretty much welcomed me into her home.
But after Wednesday night...
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Buy Brandon’s Christmas present(s). *(O”O)*
Buy Mom’s birthday sushi boat.
Debating whether I should buy that camera from Best Buy on Black Friday. $133.
Mhm.
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I was just thinking about you, wondering if you wear the same cologne. Smelled...
– Jill Scott
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This wasn’t really what I was looking for. But I am so glad I did.
More sleep-deprived than usual. Worked three morning shifts in a row, drove to Newark for Brandon’s video shoot after my shift on Saturday, and drove back home by 3 AM for work the next morning. Not a lot of homework left, but it’s difficult to focus when I have no time to eat something or take a nap. But Thanksgiving is on Thursday! Can’t wait.
Homework for the week
Study for...
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I swear, if my dad and I keep butting heads like this, I’m going to take my fucking horns out and stab him with them.
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Less.
Less spending, for now.
Less eating.
Less eating out, for now.
Less procrastination.
Definitely more saving. More work hours. More selling. More exercise. More hours for the day.
…save, save, save.
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If Aaliyah was still living today, would she be just as well-known as Erykah Badu?
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Goals for the rest of November
No more eyeliner and mascara. Excluding the video shoot for Saturday.
No more eating out. No more buying food, including snacks.
Keep up the grades. So far so good.
Exercise
Shoot and print more pictures *(O”O)*
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During my last couple hours of being eighteen, I accidentally hit a drunk J-walking on 65th Ave and Florin Road. I didn’t get to pick up my friend and go to the club because of this bad luck. If everything goes accordingly, the man’s condition will get better and my mom’s insurance will not go up. When it became midnight, Brandon was comforting me because I was panicking about...